horrible feeling..

it was so terrible feeling when someone told u dat they were wrong choosing u as their lover..
rly breaking down..rly hurts n made u speechless..
they dont know how hard u try try try and try..
but dat's still not enough for them..

horrible feeling..
when u tried to keep a relationship but they throw it easily~
it's hard..so hard

keep learning

wat can make someone be the best for other??
being a super human isnt it??
being perfect isnt it??
being wat other wants we to be??

im thinking for so long
wat will make me b the best for him??
but it's pressured me too much
why can he give me some times some space for me to think??

i cant find the answer as fast as u expect
i do love u..i do love u so much
but im still learning..i learned to b wat u want me to be cause i love u
i learned to b wat u expected me to b cause i care bout u

but can u understand me???
life is bout a process..
being full is a procceed from hungry
can able to walk is a procceed from crawling
can able to run is a procceed from walking

caring loving needing is a procceed also
im searching n keep searching to find and learn bout it
let me b the best for u..

goin crazy

damn damn damnnnnn~ hahahahahaha
i must b so freakin crazy~ ahhhhhh

miss him like crazy
miss him crazily
miss him badly
arghhhhhh

cant get this out of my mind >.<
geezzzzz

scary money

is dis wat u called FAMILY????
try to sell u behind the name called HAPPINESS???
wat for???backk off n b quiet!!!

is money becoming so important lately so dat people rushing to get it as much as they can??
is money can buy happiness for me??just for brief time, yes it is..

it's all a GIFT from God so we can b happy or not..
find Him everywhere so ur life will b fulfilled with joy and happiness