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hard..it's really hard..

how come when i open my eyes in the morning and then there's no YOU??

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im back..my secret place ^^

hmmm now wat to do??

i cant understand my surrounding..

i cant understand people..

i cant understand me..

hard feeling

horrible feeling..

it was so terrible feeling when someone told u dat they were wrong choosing u as their lover..
rly breaking down..rly hurts n made u speechless..
they dont know how hard u try try try and try..
but dat's still not enough for them..

horrible feeling..
when u tried to keep a relationship but they throw it easily~
it's hard..so hard

keep learning

wat can make someone be the best for other??
being a super human isnt it??
being perfect isnt it??
being wat other wants we to be??

im thinking for so long
wat will make me b the best for him??
but it's pressured me too much
why can he give me some times some space for me to think??

i cant find the answer as fast as u expect
i do love u..i do love u so much
but im still learning..i learned to b wat u want me to be cause i love u
i learned to b wat u expected me to b cause i care bout u

but can u understand me???
life is bout a process..
being full is a procceed from hungry
can able to walk is a procceed from crawling
can able to run is a procceed from walking

caring loving needing is a procceed also
im searching n keep searching to find and learn bout it
let me b the best for u..

goin crazy

damn damn damnnnnn~ hahahahahaha
i must b so freakin crazy~ ahhhhhh

miss him like crazy
miss him crazily
miss him badly
arghhhhhh

cant get this out of my mind >.<
geezzzzz

scary money

is dis wat u called FAMILY????
try to sell u behind the name called HAPPINESS???
wat for???backk off n b quiet!!!

is money becoming so important lately so dat people rushing to get it as much as they can??
is money can buy happiness for me??just for brief time, yes it is..

it's all a GIFT from God so we can b happy or not..
find Him everywhere so ur life will b fulfilled with joy and happiness

endless love

dunno why but this song rly addicting me lately~

My love

There’s only you in my life

The only thing that’s right

My first love

You’re every breath that I take

You’re every step I make

And I, I want to share

All my love with you

No one else will do

And your eyes

They tell me how much you care

Oh, yes

You’ll always be my endless love

Two hearts

Two hearts that beat as one

Our lives has just begun

And forever

I’ll hold you close in my arms

I can’t resist your charms

And love, I’ll be your fool for you, I’m sure

You know I don’t mind

And yes cause you

You mean the world to me

I know I’ve found in you

My endless love

And love

I’ll be that fool for you, I’m sure

You know I don’t mind

Oh, yes

You’d be the only one

Cause no, I can’t deny

This love I have inside

And I’ll give it all to you

My love

My endless love